is it okay

that i miss you so much? Those hours and hours of sweet conversation, lying in each others arms a million miles apart. Making love over the airwaves, not phone sex - but building our love in words and confessions. Building a giant, vulnerable mountain one that we would ultimately never even get to climb...and i know that's my fault. Turns out i put all my eggs in the wrong basket, and i know that it was worth it to know what i know now...but oh, i still miss you...

dreampt of you last night, those long hard lingering kisses. the best kisses of my life - it was one of those dreams where you know that you are dreaming and you try so hard to stay sleeping because morning will not be as fun as sleeping. i think i would have been able to keep you at bay if it weren't for your kisses. you surprised me with the first one - i remember that i didn't expect it, and then i knew that no matter how hard i tried to keep you as a friend and nothing else that one kiss would be lingering on my lips like a raspberry stain, to trip me up and make me want more...conversation and kisses...i could have dined forever on your conversation and kisses.