indigestion of the heart

i come home late from dinner with family to ponder love...the whole reason for this life, any life, all life. cliche and beyond is love, romeo juliette tarzan jane cinderella prince charming hepburn bogie lady tramp kurt courtney da vinci mona lisa jesus judas trey paige sid nancy the babe baseball....all for love, all lost for better or worse and i have to wonder~does it exist for me? not the every day run of the mill drive the kids to school and fold your clothes garden variety with you so long what does it hurt to stay longer type of love ~ but the die for a glance of your perfect skin, shed my sanity for your tears, forgive every moment of indiscretion, out of my head if i can't touch you now, i am better because i knew you and stood for a time in the glory of your shadow, share every drop of my ocean soul with you for time out of mind amen kind of love...in a whisper....is it there? if i can give who will receive? and is it too much to ask that he be a little bit of a goof?