i thought there might be something...

some sort of soul changing catalyst - something that made me honest, made me good made me more than i am, something like the hand of God to ring my bell and wake me up - but when i woke up this morning i knew for sure that like my only true favorite ever said "i will only ever be selfish"...

and long ago i cursed myself with the most selfish wish i could find and now i leave behind the hearts like bodies broken beneath the wheels of an unstoppable summer wind....


i thought there might be something...and i think i might have been wrong