i know this much is true

a friend said that lately my blog reads like an obituary and i know he's right...it's been a year since i noticed how beautifully the sunlight filters through the leaves in the morning, or truly laughed...


i'm so afraid that i've made the biggest mistake of my life out of spite....or that i'm killing myself slowly as penance for every hurt i've ever caused....there have been so many...i can see them buried in my eyes when i look in the rear view mirror...which i do alot...waiting for the day i make my dream come true